Believe me, I appreciate your concern and it really does keep me motivated. I have one appointment with them on Thursday and we'll see how that goes.. I feel better now that I have a doula for the birth.

I told the clinic that I do not have GD, and they were fine with it and said my insurance would still cover me. We'll see what happens. It is really scary, it all makes me nervous, but I feel like I'm back in fighting form now.