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1) my hair keeps surprising me with how long it is
2) people I know have been asking if it's still my natural colour. I guess it's back to being brighter red.
3) I think vitamins (dark green ones) I took for a couple of years changed my hair colour.
4) almost every day I run into someone who tells me I look so happy
5) selling my place was the best thing I could have done for my life
6) I feel such freedom
7) my future scares me
8) I like that
9) I love my mom
10) I wish she had more confidence in herself when it comes to writing
11) I've got big ideas in my head
12) tonight I just went on a short walk
13) I kind of wanted to go for another about half an hour ago
14) I was too scared cause I watched a skeeery movie with Katrina and Neil today
15) I took puppy pictures with my new camera
16) I usually hate things like puppy pictures
17) except for pictures of emilee
18) I feel so inspired each day
19) I love the look on people's faces when they ask about my future
20) and I tell them I have no idea where or what I'm doing for the rest of my life
21) I've been the girl with the plan for my whole life
22) now the plan is to just live and have love
23) someone I love is having a birthday in three days I think, and I wish I had sent her a present
24) I'm awfully thoughful in my head, I just have issues with following through
25) I have a stack of thank you cards, letters, and even addressed envelopes that are all decorated with no letter inside yet.. all on my desk
26) maybe I'll actually get my act together enough to finish my work, tomorrow, so I can go buy my bike!
27) time goes too quickly, yet too slow
28) I have a really cute pair of panties hanging on my wall.
29) they remind me to go exercise every day
30) poor crookedteeth saw them.
31) he's seen worse
32) love will save the day
33) that is going to make failureface laugh, hopefully
34) love will save the daaaaaay < me singing, badly
35) I still haven't watched tv for well over a month
36) I just watched Hitch and it was actually enjoyable!
37) Rebecca's hair looked so beautiful today and I'm so proud of her for being brave and growing it out long
38) I can't wait till my hair almost touches my ass
39) if I put my chin in the air it does
40) I went to church today, for the first time since christmas
41) I think.. I can't remember going since then
42) I've been so disheartened by the "church" and it's inhabitants
43) I hate that this bedroom has no dresser for my clothes, or closet actually
44) every cupboard in here is filled with their stuff
45) my chiropractor retired and he's the only one on vancouver island who does upper cervical work.
46) I like that he doesn't crack me
47) I always get sad as I get close to # 50
48) well, that was a waste of a number
49) I say sorry when people bump into me
50) I've said that before