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Sep. 2nd, 2005 12:00 amI'm parked on the side of the road in comox somewhere, just to get an internet connection. I think it may be slightly painful for the next two weeks, not having internet for my laptop at Katrina's.
Oh yeah, I'm living at Katrina's and eternally grateful to her for inviting me.. except for when I looked over and Roxie was walking around with my toothbrush in her mouth :P
I am fully moved out and got a half hearted thank you from Zoe's owners, but that's their issue and I will be grateful for a place to live and just take from it that I won't treat people that way.
Blood work came back and every bit of me (that can be measured in my blood) is 100% healthy. Now I have some other things to look at.
Danica, Katrina, and my doctor all told me the exact same thing this week. My issues I'm having are stemming from how horrible I am to myself in my head. They all told me I'm not allowed to talk to myself in any way that I wouldn't talk to someone else. My doctor used words like "obsessed" and "obsessive" with me and food and health.. I guess my stress of trying to be insanely healthy is actually causing me harm.
I'm way too tired to try to write this properly, and am slightly cramped in my car (surrounded by many of my belongings) so I'll go home, climb into bed and be grateful it's friday tomorrow.
I have no idea what time it is, my computer says it's 11:07 but that has to be wrong.
Oh yeah, I'm living at Katrina's and eternally grateful to her for inviting me.. except for when I looked over and Roxie was walking around with my toothbrush in her mouth :P
I am fully moved out and got a half hearted thank you from Zoe's owners, but that's their issue and I will be grateful for a place to live and just take from it that I won't treat people that way.
Blood work came back and every bit of me (that can be measured in my blood) is 100% healthy. Now I have some other things to look at.
Danica, Katrina, and my doctor all told me the exact same thing this week. My issues I'm having are stemming from how horrible I am to myself in my head. They all told me I'm not allowed to talk to myself in any way that I wouldn't talk to someone else. My doctor used words like "obsessed" and "obsessive" with me and food and health.. I guess my stress of trying to be insanely healthy is actually causing me harm.
I'm way too tired to try to write this properly, and am slightly cramped in my car (surrounded by many of my belongings) so I'll go home, climb into bed and be grateful it's friday tomorrow.
I have no idea what time it is, my computer says it's 11:07 but that has to be wrong.
