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I just looked in the mirror and saw a girl with a stark pale face interrupted by a small circle of red on each cheek, high, under the eyes. Pursed lips, sad eyes.

( some truth )

and for goodness sakes, if these posts annoy you to no end, please please feel free to delete me, drama free. I really want people to read me who want to, in a little way, be a part of my life. xox.

more fun community banning stuff

I wrote (last night before being banned):

I am sorry your cat died. I know that hurts and sucks. I had 9 people in my life die this winter. All deaths suck.

I couldn't see a way to email you. Could you put that on the user info page?

I was not trying to start drama, I was confused and embarrassed and shocked.

this is what she says I wrote in a post:

And don't do it under the guise of "I'm not starting drama"
had the now banned person contacted me to talk to me it wouldn't have been so bad, but now they are having their friends make comments. Besides that fact that she only showed snippets of the conversation and not her "who the fuck cares that your cat died I lost 9 people this winter"

Funny enough, she deleted the post where she named me, now no one can come and look at my lj, so I'm just being slandered. This is the hugest power trip I've ever seen by a moderator... she is saying I only wrote parts of the conversation? No, I just didn't write every single evil response she gave me to my comments. A few of you have read them, on your own, since I didn't ask anyone to go and search through the community to see where I tried to explain to her after she went off on me.

done. Finally finally realized that this truly is all about her and I was just the person in the way of her train wreck.