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[mellybrelly]

there is a lot of vomiting on the amazing race right now.. so I'm writing here instead of watching.

my feet smell today, and my feet don't usually smell. nice.

funeral was nice. I know it's probably terrible to write about stinky feet then funerals.. but it's how I'm going to deal with it, okay? :) I saw lots of people I've missed. I'll miss her. I take people for granted.

I also need to do some deep thinking about some of my actions. I have some core beliefs and really my attitude has not been showing them lately. I want to be a better person. I want to grow and change and be a person who people really truely enjoy. I want to like all things about me.

wish me luck. new job starts tomorrow.

I blew a kiss to a_puppetsong at the funeral, but I really would have liked to hear your voice.

Comments

[weezerthe1.livejournal.com]

good luck mel
with the joy and with the deep thinking

if you got a question or something you wanna talk over
and you need a goofy, funny answer
you know who to call ;)
if you want a serious answer, call me as well

100% guaranteed or your money refunded

[weezerthe1.livejournal.com]

oops i meant to type good luck with the job

but good luck with the joy part also :D

faith
hope
joy!!!!

i lurves you smellyfeetmelly

[mellybrelly.livejournal.com]

i lurve you too naughtyweezie ;)

I could use more joy!

[mellybrelly.livejournal.com]

oooh yeah :)

I should do a weekend at weezies.. or at least a night :)

[weezerthe1.livejournal.com]

ooooh yeah

:)
and a day of lacrosse as well

[mellybrelly.livejournal.com]

heh. You would want to knock me out with the thingy you catch the thingies in. I'd be terrible!

[jennygel7.livejournal.com]

I enjoy you already. :)

[mellybrelly.livejournal.com]

oh you are just the sweetest thing. Can I carry you around with me?

[jennygel7.livejournal.com]

Sure - I fit into pockets.

[mellybrelly.livejournal.com]

I don't. ;)

[geordielass.livejournal.com]

hey hey beautiful!!

that poor guy that tossed up in his soup and then had to eat it again. i'm telling you one thing, i almost tossed up along with him when i saw that.

and good luck with you new job tomorrow hon. i'm sure you'll do wonderfully.

[mellybrelly.livejournal.com]

luckily I missed that because I was writing here!

ugh!

thanks sweets. It should be an adventure!

[a-puppetsong.livejournal.com]

so good to see you tonight. i loved our long chat, the reminiscing, you know...well it WILL happen one day. it was good to see you though. because that actually did happen. strange occasions bring people together.
<3

[mellybrelly.livejournal.com]

yes. You looked beautiful by the way.

new job

[keefsbriefs.livejournal.com]

hey, goodus luckus there

Re: new job

[mellybrelly.livejournal.com]

thanks mr.

have a good day, yourself ;)

[alena-griffiths.livejournal.com]

Good luck :)

[mellybrelly.livejournal.com]

thanks! it is so so so cold outside! Everything is frozen.

[alena-griffiths.livejournal.com]

I know! I get to get up earlier than expected for work, to make sure i have enough time to defrost incase my car is frozen!

[mellybrelly.livejournal.com]

I need to remember to do that!

[failureface.livejournal.com]

Re: feet. Have you been wearing different shoes than you normally do. I have certain shoes that, when worn, make my feet stink (usually dress shoes).

Now, what makes you think people don't really, truely enjoy you now? I forget sometimes that life is a journey, a process of changes over and over again... a quest for growth that never ends. What you are on those in between day is exactly who you are supposed to be.

Hugs and kisses... have a wonderful first day at work tomorrow. идите с богом в вашем сердце.

[mellybrelly.livejournal.com]

it's actually a little funny/embarrassing why my feet stink. heh. I shouldn't tell these things. I picked up these compression stockings to wear to work, and they are so damn nice that I wore them too many days cause I kept forgetting to wash them. So basically I'm disgusting and will do laundry tomorrow. heheh!

ahh, you are wise my friend. I know people enjoy me now, it's just that there are so many parts of me that people don't seem to enjoy. I'd like to fix those flaws. (oversensitivity is one)

and you are sweet and make me smile all the time on here. Thank you. And look at you using Russian. smartie pants. :) I loved it.

[failureface.livejournal.com]

Heh. I had no idea what compression stockings were, so I just googled (when did "Google" become a verb?) it. Neat. I may have to look in to some of those for myself. :)

Wise, huh? That is a new one on me... but thank you. I'm oversensitive too.

I'm glad I can make you smile. You have a terrific smile and should show it off as much as possible. My Russian is nowhere near as good as it used to be. These days I can write it much better than I can speak it (because I can take more time to think about it). Still not sure I spelled everything correctly though.

[mellybrelly.livejournal.com]

oh man. did I know that you spoke Russian? That seems like new information to me. All the words translated fine, so I'm sure you were right on.

The stockings are really good if you are in a job where you stand a lot. A friend who is a pharmacist suggested them to me, since she wears them.

I keep holding onto the thought that oversensitive has to be better than insensitive ;)

[failureface.livejournal.com]

hmmm... it may be new information. It is one of those things I just assume people know... lol. I don't know why. My Dad speaks it, so I sort of grew up with a base knowledge of it. Four years of it in high school, more in college, 7 years in military intelligence, on and on... haven't really used it in about three years though.

Oversensitive is better than insensitive any day. :)

[mellybrelly.livejournal.com]

I'd love to learn Russian. I learned a little Ukranian, but was so focused on learning that over there that I didn't learn any Russian.

[reproman.livejournal.com]

I know a girl whose feet smell like vinegar. True.

Good luck tomorrow, Mel!

[mellybrelly.livejournal.com]

I just had a bath so now they smell lovely.

I hated the job and I'm going to quit. Okay, hate is a strong word.. I will not be happy there so I will choose to be somewhere else. I posted about it.

[reproman.livejournal.com]

Ya gotta do what makes you happy, or so I'm told.

[mellybrelly.livejournal.com]

ah, it would be nice if whatever makes us happy made those around us happy as well.

[reproman.livejournal.com]

screw those around us before they screw us!

[mellybrelly.livejournal.com]

oh dear. nooo..

[reproman.livejournal.com]

I should have said screw over. Heh.